So Confusing

My heart done got so cold tryna make a way (cold)
You gotta keep it Rolling
That's what they would say (Rollin')
I been searching for the strength
Just living day-to-day (that all)
Trapper to rapper, don't matter
I'm trying to make a play (let's go)
You never know how life gon' hit you
Until you live it
Can't be talking about the shit you 'bout to do
'Til you did it (go do it)
Lawyer good
Nigga might'a did it, but he got acquitted
On the court you can't just be travelling
You know you gotta pivot
Dreaming of a speedboat
Smoking, having conversations with niggas that need coke [?]
Half of y'all never seen broke
I've seen my whole life flash in a minute
Nightmares, scared to sleep, thought I was actually in it

It's so confusing, felt like I was winning
Just to find out I was losing
We ain't know no better
If we could sell it, we gon' move it
Tired of tatting homies
In my mind I'm 'bout to lose it
Came up with a plan
We got some grams and started booming
Tell me you love me but you hate me
It's so confusing
Made it out and still ain't get to live
It's so confusing
I gotta get a dollar just so it ain't no confusion

Smoking 'til it's hard to breathe
My lungs prolly polluted
I know he only seventeen
But he prolly gon' shoot it
I talk about shit they never seen
I know it might confuse him
My thoughts' deeper than most
I prolly [?] across that line we gotta boom him
He ratted, seen the paperwork
Can't treat him like I knew him
It was hard to see the stars if he was sleeping in the sewer
Smoking gas, car smelling like BP
Walking in the club, we look like 3D
No entourage, just three deep
Imagine taking trips, risking it all to pick a bag up
You know you going to jail when they call backup
I'd rather my freedom, smoking good and running these racks up
Champagne spilling in the bathtub
I don't give a fuck, I get mad love
Shooter told me strap up
Go to war 'bout it if you have to
Why you got the answers, we ain't ask you
Before I ever had a co-defendant I would tax you
When you in the field you could get tackled
Shit forever like a [?]

It's so confusing, felt like I was winning
Just to find out I was losing
We ain't know no better
If we could sell it, we gon' move it
Tired of tatting homies
In my mind I'm 'bout to lose it
Came up with a plan
We got some grams and started booming
Tell me you love me but you hate me
It's so confusing
Made it out and still ain't get to live
It's so confusing
I gotta get a dollar just so it ain't no confusion