chronophobia

You ask me why I've been hiding
I lock myself inside my room and think about dying
I wanna feel alive but my mind's bad at deciding
Can never show emotion 'cause I know they'll start prying

I feel all of the cuts you made
Seeping through my skin
I wish I could turn back time
And start it all again
We'd be happier inside a giant house
A perfect family that always has an out

You ask my why I've been crying
'Cause I woke in a cold sweat dreaming about you dying
I know that I need therapy it's just hard deciding
I'm scared to show emotion 'cause I know they'll start prying

You ask my why I've been crying
You ask my why I've been crying
You ask my why I've been crying
You ask my why I've been crying