Not In Love With You

(Album: The Woman I've Become - 2021)

If I hear that you're out at a party
I don't go
I used to call you when I got drunk
Now I don't drink anymore
I'm an addict, you're the fix I'm chasing
You're the rocks on the bottom and I'm on the edge
I fall asleep with you running through my mind
But I fall asleep without you in my bed

I got a long way to go
I got a lot of work to do
Baby, I know I'm still in love alone
But at least I'm not in love with you

Any heartache that I feel without you
Is better than it was
Every night, I was the kind of lonely
You can only feel next to someone, yeah
I'm a sucker and you're my temptation
Tryna break in and keep breaking my heart
I haven't moved on, but haven't turned back
It might not look like much, but it's a damn good start

I got a long way to go (I got a long way to go)
I got a lot of work to do (I got work to do)
Baby, I know I'm still in love alone
But at least I'm not in love with you

Dial your number (Dial your number), hang up (Hang up)
Baby steps (Ooh), baby steps
I still wear your T-shirt, yeah, I guess
I'm making, making progress

I got a long way to go
I got a lot of work to do
Baby, I know I'm still in love alone
But at least I'm not in love

I got a long way to go (I got a long way to go)
I got a lot of work to do (I got work to do)
Baby, I know I'm still in love alone (Baby, I know)
But at least I'm not in love with you (Oh)
At least I'm not in love with you, oh
At least I'm not in love with you