Ghost

(Album: Speeding - 2017)

Going under deeper
Trying hard to reach ya
I ain't talk too much through needle
It's my face they wanna see though
Got her hotel and my nose honey
Said I wouldn't recognize her wearing clothes honey
She wouldn't fuck me as a nobody
And that thought is kind of sobering
(Not enough though)
And if I had my time over
I'd do the same thing twice over
Mixed my potion and I am floating
And I will fly, through the wall like an apparition
So you might notice
I'll sit there and wait for the moon to rise
At the park watching good people live human lives
I don't wish for it, I know it will soon arrive
I'm not sure what this hole is I grew inside

I'm reaching through the night to you
But this dimension isn't mine
I'm reaching through the night to you
But this dimension isn't mine

Am I see-through to you?
'Cause I feel like a ghost (ghost)
Some things you don't want to know
Could you sell me some hope?

I never change, you said regretfully
We weren't supposed to ever leave
70% of me is Cheetos and Monster Energy
That's some white trash chemistry
Now, that's right, just sick mentally
Over the cuckoo nest in a F18
On the purest praying for better things
All those Gucci denim dreams
I think that girl is cute, but she's properly basic
Can't pinpoint why she wants to be famous
Come out from there, don't crawl in these spaces
Smoke more weed when the weed got me anxious
I'll sit at the park feeling miserable
'Til the good people go home to be in the warm
And I thought you saw me but I am invisible
Spiritual, ethereal, nothing that you feel at all

I'm reaching through the night to you
But this dimension isn't mine
I'm reaching through the night to you
But this dimension isn't mine

Am I see-through to you? (yeah)
'Cause I feel like a ghost
Some things you do I want to know (want to know)
Could you sell me some hope? (yeah)
Am I see-through to you? (yeah)
'Cause I feel like a ghost
Some things you do I want to know
Could you sell me some hope? (yeah)

I know I'll be rewarded for my sacrifice
You never really were that nice