Worst Enemy

(Album: The Pessimist - 2020)

I feel like a stranger
In my mind, in my body
I love it 'til I hate it
I'm my own worst enemy
I think too much, need human touch
Now I don't know what I need
I thought I want you, baby
I'm my own worst enemy

Carbon feel so black
Wear these diamonds out
Worried I might cry
All this pressure is mounting
I'm the only one counting
Laying in-between
I can't get no sleep
Nothing's what it seems
Maybe all this means nothing?
But it don't feel like nothing
'Cause it feels like the world
Is coming down on me
Is coming down on me tonight, tonight
Stay with me through it all
When the lows get me
When the lows get me so high, high

'Cause I feel like a stranger
In my mind, in my body
I love it 'til I hate it
I'm my own worst enemy
I think too much, need human touch
Now I don't know what I need
I thought I want you, baby
I'm my own worst enemy

Crystal clear like you
What I want to be
But I fucked the glass
Every time I say something
Oh, my lips moving constantly
Once a week give up
When did I numb?
Talk myself thought this
Couldn't you give me something?
Couldn't you tell me something please?

'Cause I feel like a stranger
In my mind, in my body
I love it 'til I hate it
I'm my own worst enemy
I think too much, need human touch
Now I don't know what I need
I thought I want you, baby
I'm my own worst enemy

Stay with me through it all
When the lows get me
When the lows get me so high

'Cause I feel like a stranger
In my mind, in my body
I love it 'til I hate it
I'm my own worst enemy
I think too much, need human touch
Now I don't know what I need
I thought I want you, baby
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm my own worst enemy