watch me bleed out

(Album: finds purpose in misery - 2018)

Put the blade to my throat
Baby, I just wanna die like that
I miss the way you'd whisper in my ear
That you'd wish I had a heart attack

If you really care about me now
Stab me in the neck, watch me bleed out
Leave me here to die right on your couch
If you really love, let me go

And I know you've had your share of my excuses
I'm barely breathing, my lungs have been rendered useless

I can't rely on no one, I do this shit on my own now
I can't rely on no one, I do this shit on my own now

I can't rely on no one, I do this shit on my own now
Wanna fucking disappear, I wanna smash my phone now
Sick of feeling crazy, any moment I might spazz out
Yeah, why don't you stab me in the neck and watch me bleed out?

Yeah, where's my confidence?
Are you impressed by my incompetence?
Yeah, I've gotten used to this
Yeah, being useless

Put the blade to my throat
Baby, I just wanna die like that
I miss the way you'd whisper in my ear
That you'd wish I had a heart attack

If you really care about me now
Stab me in the neck, watch me bleed out
Leave me here to die right on your couch
If you really love, let me go

And I know you've had your share of my excuses
I'm barely breathing, my lungs have been rendered useless

If you really care about me now
Stab me in the neck, watch me bleed out
Leave me here to die right on your couch
If you really love, let me go