habits

(Album: staring at the ceiling - 2021)

Getting up at 6pm, just try and get some work done
I'm just gonna sit around and soak up all the oxygen
Order puffs and alcohol, just don't wanna cry again
Missing all my friends
I'm losing grip, I disassociate

Thinking 'bout my habits makes me sick
Sick
Thinking 'bout my habits makes me sick
Sick
Thinking 'bout my habits makes me sick

Sometimes I feel like I've made no progress at all
Will I always feel outcasted, will I make it out?
A destructive mindset I find myself in
Of this endless cycle, I put myself in

Laying down at 9am, just try and get some shut-eye
I just started dreaming when the world was like it's alive
Lungs are barely working all I do is put the pressure on
Always feeling sorry for myself, like why don't I just stop?

Getting up at 6pm, just try and get some work done
I'm just gonna sit around and soak up all the oxygen
Order puffs and alcohol, just don't wanna cry again
Missing all my friends
I'm losing grip, I disassociate

Thinking 'bout my habits makes me sick
Sick
Thinking 'bout my habits makes me sick
Sick
Thinking 'bout my habits makes me sick