Secrets

(Album: Memory Loss - 2022)

I try to keep my secrets from the night
Inches from the edge im paralyzed
If I fall from here will I survive?
Feel like I can finally breathe a sigh
I was wrong and you were always right
My regrets are eating me alive
Shame is such a nasty parasite
I know I'm not alright

It's like you can't hear me screaming
Paralyzed and comatose
(If I said I was happy then I'd be telling a lie)
(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die)
And as I float through the ceiling butterflies surround my ghost
(Take a look in the mirror and think of ending my life)
(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die)
It's like you can't hear me screaming
Paralyzed and comatose
(If I said I was happy then I'd be telling a lie)
(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die)
And as I float through the ceiling butterflies surround my ghost
(Take a look in the mirror and think of ending my life)
(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die)

Time
Slipping through your fingers like a knife
Grasp it til your knuckles turn to white
Dig yourself a hole and crawl inside
It's just me and my demons here with

All the time and love I wasted
You never cared let's face it
Existings overrated
It's useless trying to save it
I don't know why I can't fix myself
Just tell me
Cause I'm not alright

It's like you can't hear me screaming
Paralyzed and comatose
(If I said I was happy then I'd be telling a lie)
(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die)
And as I float through the ceiling butterflies surround my ghost
(Take a look in the mirror and think of ending my life)
(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die)
It's like you can't hear me screaming
Paralyzed and comatose
(If I said I was happy then I'd be telling a lie)
(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die)
And as I float through the ceiling butterflies surround my ghost
(Take a look in the mirror and think of ending my life)
(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die)

So cut the cord and turn it off
I just want this all to stop
I can't be the hero that you need
So arm the bomb and set it off
Face the music all is lost
I'm still running from yesterday

It's like you can't hear me screaming
Paralyzed and comatose
(If I said I was happy then I'd be telling a lie)
(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die)
And as I float through the ceiling butterflies surround my ghost
(Take a look in the mirror and think of ending my life)
(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die)
It's like you can't hear me screaming
Paralyzed and comatose
(If I said I was happy then I'd be telling a lie)
(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die)
And as I float through the ceiling butterflies surround my ghost
(Take a look in the mirror and think of ending my life)
(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die)

It's like you can't hear me screaming
Paralyzed and comatose
(If I said I was happy then I'd be telling a lie)
(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die)
And as I float through the ceiling butterflies surround my ghost
(Take a look in the mirror and think of ending my life)
(Do you ever wonder what it feels like to die)