Moods Like English Weather

(Album: Always Lose - 2017)

Well I guess I messed things up again

I got caught in a landslide and my phone died and the weather added context
I swear that I just cried for a week about the sun
I came to all the conclusions of how I'm losing every single thing I am
Had every plan of not moving from my bed ever again

But I got scared of everything

Well I guess I messed things up again. Maybe all I'll ever be
Is just a self fulfilling prophecy of all the worries inside me
Well I guess I messed things up again. Is this all I'll ever be?
I was trying to be a better person but I'm weak, I'm weak, I'm weak

I've gotten better at losing and it's using every single bone I have
To be the one that's refusing to give up on everything
They told me things would get better like the weather
But I'm still waiting for that cold to fade from November. Maybe I should let it go

I already melt at everything

Well I guess I messed things up again. Maybe all I'll ever be
Is just a self fulfilling prophecy of all the worries inside me
Well I guess I messed things up again. Is this all I'll ever be?
I was trying to be a better person but I'm weak, I'm weak, I'm weak

All these moods like English weather
Are never getting better
I might stay inside forever
Where at least I know it's warm

All these moods like English weather
Are never getting better
I might stay inside forever
Where at least I know it's warm

All these moods like English weather
Are never getting better
I might stay inside forever
Where at least I know it's warm

All these moods like English weather
Are never getting better
I might stay inside forever
Where at least I know it's warm

Well I guess I messed things up again. Maybe all I'll ever be
Is just a self fulfilling prophecy of all the worries inside me
Well I guess I messed things up again. Is this all I'll ever be?
I was trying to be a better person but I'm weak, I'm weak, I'm weak

All these moods like English weather
Are never getting better
I might stay inside forever
Where at least I know it's warm

All these moods like English weather
Are never getting better
I might stay inside forever
Where at least I know it's warm