I Pray (Caroll County Sessions)

I'm tryna outrun my mind
Reminding myself of everything I'd leave behind
But the bottle keeps selling me lies
And I'd buy anythiing to get that high
I hope God takes mercy on my soul
'Cause I don't wanna let go

I'm putting on fake smiles for everyone but me
'Cause I just can't stand to see
My momma crying
She can see me dying
And I, keep tryna talk to Jesus
And ask Him to take my demons
And one day I'll be okay
So I pray

I'm tryna believe in love
It's just getting hard to see
Through all this blood
And when it's not enough
It's kill and be killed by the thoughts
That lost your trust

I'm putting on fake smiles for everyone but me
'Cause I just can't stand to see
My momma crying
She can see me dying
And I, keep tryna talk to Jesus
And ask Him to take my demons
And one day I'll be okay
So I pray

And wished I'd knew the answer why
I feel so dead inside
And I'm just getting tired

Of putting on fake smiles for everyone but me
'Cause I just can't stand to see
My momma crying
She can see me dying
And I, keep tryna talk to Jesus
And ask Him to take my demons
And one day I'll be okay
So I pray