False Reality

(Album: Radiant Dark - 2020)

I brought my knife to a gun fight
Never sure of what the fuck is right
Always falling down
I'm losing my sight
I'm losing my sight
My demons are more than a memory
My demons are more than I can see

My body aches, my mind is weak
There's a hole in my heart that can't be filled
Can I survive the tide
Or will the storm take me away?
Hold on tight for this is more than a nightmare
It never shows and this affects me every bit
Will the storm take me away?

Infesting my soul each day
I'm waiting on a signal to turn my skies from grey
Release this pain
I knew this day would come
Just burn all my thoughts I ever had
Burn them to the ground
Because I'm tired of going mad
I knew this day would come
I'm going mad

My body aches, my mind is weak
There's a hole in my heart that can't be filled
Can I survive the tide
Or will the storm take me away?
Hold on tight for this is more than a nightmare
It never shows and this affects me every bit
Will the storm take me away?
Take me away?

In the end, everything is fucking put to rest
Happiness is a false reality

A vague reminder of how I used to be (I used to be)
A vague reminder of how I used to be
A vague reminder of how I used to be (I used to be)
A vague reminder of how I used to be