Everywhere, Everything

To think it may have stopped,
I tried to believe it's beating
For what I'm not quite sure,
But it keeps repeating
The same droning pulse
That's kept me alive for so long
And I'll believe it still keeps moving
The short time that I'm gone

Don't you remember when it came crumbling down?
It crashes and burns and when it sparks and it bursts
And the flames ignite the ground
So please remember when a thousand thoughts will pass you by
You live and you learn and when you question it hurts
This will be the only time you feel alive

To think you may be lost
We struggle to keep you breathing
For what I'm not quite sure,
But we keep believing
So I'll hold on to disaster
With a sharp and fragile grasp
And I'll hold on to disaster
Because it's all that you have left

And no knows the outcome, and no one feels the same
And that, my dear, means everything to me.