Hindsight

(Album: Deadlock - 2022)

Don't think I'll ever forget
The hole you left in my head
Bleed for a dream that doesn't fucking exist
I let regret become the silhouette
Haunting the bones beneath my skin

You lost control, I lost everything
It's not your name you're burying
And you're too blind, too blind to tell
You let this heaven burn in hell

So take my heart, cause it's dead to me
The way that it's hurting
Says this isn't working
Drown out my head, cause it's deafening
And nobody's perfect
But this isn't worth it
Worth anything

It's hard to feel relieved
When you destroyed my self-belief
Another nail in the coffin
One foot still in the grave so thanks for nothing
Thanks for nothing

So take my heart, cause it's dead to me
The way that it's hurting
Says this isn't working
Drown out my head, 'cause it's deafening
And nobody's perfect
But this isn't worth it
Worth anything

Rather than beg for forgiveness
You bought the jury and you silenced the witness

Beggars belief
I don't owe you anything

And after everything you put me through
I can finally say you're nothing to me

It's hard to see through the broken glass
In retrospect, forever never lasts
And there's one thing
One thing I'd ask of you

Just take my heart, 'cause it's dead to me
The way that it's hurting
Says this isn't working
Drown out my head, cause it's deafening
And nobody's perfect
But this isn't worth it
Worth anything

Just take my heart
Cause it's dead to me