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(Album: Remains - 2019)

New chapter in my life, with the same old things
Act like I'm growing up, still the same old me
Feeling every sting, why can't I let things be?
I always care for others, who's gon' care for me?
Tell me, is it me, do I care too much?
Do I look for love where it can't be touched?
Is it all these bags from the past few times?
Do I carry all the baggage, when some ain't mine?
Tired of overlooking things so you don't feel any hurt
This heart isn't a tool for you to make it all work
Used to wake up in the morning sit in traffic for work
Funny how the place I hated was the place where I learned
Now I'm blessed to have music pay all the bills in our lives
Only leave the house to make some music at night
But now I sit behind this window with some tears in my eyes
Like am I watching these cars or is life passing me by, like?

1 a.m. I've been losing me
2 a.m. I've been thinking too much
3 a.m. tell me is it all me
4 a.m. am I changing that much
1 a.m. wonder am I too late
2 a.m. to fix things with you
3 a.m. to fix things with me
4 a.m. maybe am I too late

Staying up like
Staying up like
Staying up like
1, 2, 3, 4
Staying up like
Staying up like
Staying up like, yeah
1, 2 3, 4

The later it gets the more I'm thinking of us
There's no happiness in love when you can't see that it's lust
I know I should've stood up, all I ever did was adjust
Like, can this fill me up, no it was never enough
Now I'm left with the pieces of everything that remains
They say Ivan let it go, man, that's the thing that I hate
Like, tell me one person you know that can let go of their pain
Like, this the story of your life you can't throw out a page
Last night someone tried to give me advice
But if it doesn't work you're the one who pays for it
Guessing that's why they call it advice
Calling one in a hundred God, that's the product of my life
I've been feeling low, I've been looking up
Every other night I feel like giving up
That's when I look into the mirror, yeah you're getting up
You shouldn't fall apart just to fall in love, yeah

1 a.m. I've been losing me
2 a.m. I've been thinking too much
3 a.m. tell me is it all me
4 a.m. am I changing that much
1 a.m. wonder am I too late
2 a.m. to fix things with you
3 a.m. to fix things with me
4 a.m. maybe am I too late

Staying up like (maybe I'm too late)
Staying up like (maybe I'm too late)
Staying up like
1, 2, 3, 4
Staying up like
Staying up like
Staying up like, yeah
1, 2 3, 4