FEAR OF INTIMACY

(Album: Sleep When I'm Dead - 2022)

I got a fear of intimacy
It's always living with me
I know you can't really see
I got some voices to please

Try to remind myself that
Can't die from panic attacks
Well maybe I'll be the first
Maybe it's what I deserve

But we were at a party
And you said I'm just your type
Then I said that sounds fun
But you don't know what's on my mind

Just so you know
I'm super far from perfect
But I promise I'm still working on it

Just so you know
I haven't slept in a week
From all the demons I keep

Well baby just so you know
I want to give you my best
But lately I've been so stressed out

Just so you know
It's not you it's all me
The fear of intimacy
The fear of intimacy
(Yeah)

I got a fear of dying alone
When there ain't nobody home
Eating food and I choked
Find me dead on the floor

Got a fear of telling the truth
Of how I actually feel
Don't want to disappoint you
Or you to think it's not real
Don't leave me
(Why would I lie?)

Yeah we were at a party
And you said I'm just your type
Then I said that sounds fun
But you don't know what's on my mind

Just so you know
I'm super far from perfect
But I promise I'm still working on it

Just so you know
I haven't slept in a week
From all the demons I keep

Well baby just so you know
I want to give you my best
But lately I've been so stressed out

Just so you know
It's not you it's all me
The fear of intimacy
The fear of intimacy
I got a fear of intimacy
The fear of intimacy

You said that it would be okay
Now I'm in the rain where you left me

My mind's a little bit lost now
Don't know if I'll ever find my way out

I wish somebody would've showed me
Real love that doesn't make my heart bleed

Running on empty
Nobody want to help me

Just so you know
I'm super far from perfect
But I promise I'm still working on it

Just so you know
I haven't slept in a week
From all the demons I keep

Well baby just so you know
I want to give you my best
But lately I've been so stressed out

Just so you know
It's not you it's all me
The fear of intimacy
The fear of intimacy
I got a fear of intimacy
The fear of intimacy