Rain

(Album: Therapeutic Music 5 - 2015)

Yeah
Somebody once told me
Sun always comes up after the storm
Another wise man said
Every storm runs out of rain
It's been cats and dogs over here for along time

Man
It's like music to my ears
It's oozing at me
We been doing this years
Make a movie about next in line
Somehow I got left behind
Trying to make it out this game
But cannot find the exit sign
Don't understand
Why these critics
Can't respect my mind
Or respect the fact
I put my heart inside every line
I hate these rappers
All the words they be saying
They take a story they see
And they exaggerate it
I try to keep my cool
But its kinda agitating
I'm trying to make it
I ain't never had an application
For no regular job
I'm just a felon at heart
Ask me how I'm made it
And I have to tell 'em it's hard
Cause I still ain't made it
Every time I'm suppose to blow
In end up with the sliver
Every time I try go for gold
I got these problems on my heart
I feel like no one knows
I hope the lord will come and save
A fucking hopeless soul

Man we been threw so much pain
But the sunshine after the rain

Lord I try not to complain
Cause sunshine after the rain
After the rain
Sunshine after the rain

Everyday another pieces of me dies
And I don't even understand why
I don't understand why
I even wake up and I try
Cause you ain't even looking threw my eyes
So don't judge me

Order up a dozen roses
Set them on all on fire
For the girl who loved me
But I just pushed to the side
The only thing is worse then a headache
Is a toothache
Only thing worst then lost love
Is when its too late
But its a new day
And I missed yesterday
Turn on a country playlist
And I just let it play
Let the window down
Rolling down a lonely street
Thinking to myself
Tears rolling down my check
Life is a gamble
So I'm rolling the dice
I put money before
What's important in life
So I'm in my zone
Like a confused little man
Walking around with a fucking
Phone glued to my hand
Even when I'm with my daughter
I'm still talking business
And I wonder why
She don't wanna play or listen
Became a zombie
Can't even have a conversation
Without it turning into a confrontation

Man we been threw so much pain
But the sunshine after the rain

Lord I try not to complain
Cause sunshine after the rain
After the rain
Sunshine after the rain

Everyday another pieces of me dies
And I don't even understand why
I don't understand why
I even wake up
And I try
Cause you ain't even looking threw my eyes
So don't judge me

I told stoner maybe I should do some Christian rap
Then I hit up Le cray
But he ain't hit me back
So I left the studio
Went and hit the trap
Way before I spit these raps
I was really spitting packs
Some days I wish that I could move
And try something new
Maybe one day come along
And find someone who
Will love me
Regardless of my past
When I live fast
And not only cared about the cash
Living life in the dash
Took my daughter to the movies
A group of strangers came
Walking up
And talking to me
This must be that fame thing
But this is just a glimpse
I don't mean to sound rude
But I don't like this shit
But then they told me
That my CD was banging
And they said that I encouraged them really to start changing
It's funny how my mood
And my view could make em feel like me
And make me feel like you
Fo' real

You know its crazy
Tomorrow not promise to us
Shines after the rain
Yet were so blind to see
So blind to acknowledge
So scared to acknowledge
The fact to death
Is constant
Its the only thing in life were actual guarantee
Don't you think you should spend a little more time
Dealing with the only thing you know guaranteed
Second chances ain't promised baby
There a gift
Regardless what we go threw
Hold your head up
And put God first