Explode

(Album: Self Medicated - 2020)

Explode, explode, explode, explode
And that's the only way left to go
Explode, explode, explode, explode
I'm really out in no time, no

I heard that the liquor and a bag of bud
Helps me forget what my problems was
I need a buzz, I need some love
I need a little something that can pick me up
Light it up and get so high
Feel like I can kiss the sky
And I heard you're so low
So I don't explode
How can I continue when I'm dealing with these issues?
Put my problems in the paper and I roll 'em up
Ain't no sense in me stressing, I'll just have another session
Tell 'em I don't give a fuck, I'll take another puff
Feel like I've been kicked and bruised
Feel like I'm at the bottom, ain't got shit to lose
Been flipped and fooled, fuck it I've been tricked and used
This shit was cool until somebody lit the fuse

Explode, explode, explode, explode
And that's the only way left to go
Explode, explode, explode, explode
I'm really out in no time, no

Eyes half shut
Windows down with my middle fingers up (With my middle fingers up)
I'm so sick of bad luck (Bad luck)
Fuck the world, let me roll one up (Let me roll one up)
It's just one of those days (It's just one of those days)
That I don't give a fuck (That I don't give a fuck)
It's just one of those days (It's just one of those days)
That I don't give a fuck (That I don't give a fuck)

Listen
Try'na tell myself that shit' getting better
But got them demons in my mind, it's like my head is forever
With this depression at the center of my mental, I've entered
Into a new dimension, where there ain't a day of sunny weather
Tried to pull myself up out of it with shit that I'm taking
With no prescription written in the [?] of medication
With these downers when I'm down, it's a hell of a combination
And I'm filling up with stimulants to keep my concentration
And I've been fighting with my lady a lot
I can't even tell who's fault it is most of the time
Got these voices in my head, praying they stop
Got me crushing down pills and I'm blowing a line with rolled 20s
Thinking back when I had no money
Now I got it all, but still feel like there's nobody
Who could ever understand what I feel inside
But I'm a Phoenix, so still I rise, it won't stop me
Webby

Explode, explode, explode, explode
And that's the only way left to go
Explode, explode, explode, explode
I'm really out in no time, no

Eyes half shut
Windows down with my middle fingers up (With my middle fingers up)
I'm so sick of bad luck (Bad luck)
Fuck the world, let me roll one up (Let me roll one up)
It's just one of those days (It's just one of those days)
That I don't give a fuck (That I don't give a fuck)
It's just one of those days (It's just one of those days)
That I don't give a fuck (That I don't give a fuck)