desire

(Album: summer, - 2018)

Why do you cry with your hair tied up
And my t-shirt on?
I guess I'll be gone when the lease is up
Where did we go wrong?

But damn, you look good when your tears dry up
I hate to be the one who make your fears fire up
I'll be outside when the sky falls down
Wanna get the fuck out this lonely town
Where will you be when I go insane?
I don't give a fuck, it all feels the same
Easier to blame with a broken heart
Hate me now that we've grown apart

What do you desire? (Hold me down when I fall apart)
(Hold me down when I fall apart)
What do you desire? (Hold me down when I fall apart)
(Hold me down when I fall apart)

By now, I should be in LA
Wasting my time chasing better days
But I know way too many things to stay
Alone, at loss for words, but still
I've won and I've lost but I fell and I've fucked it up
I've won and I've lost but I fell and I've fucked it up

Laying in bed with my headphones on
And our playlist stop
I'm spinning right now, hope it don't last long
Why did I get drunk?

But damn, you look good when your tears dry up
I hate to be the one who make your fears fire up
I'll be outside when the sky falls down
Wanna get the fuck out this lonely town
All of these years, do you feel the same?
Chasing our ride in the pouring rain
Staying up late just to walk you home
Clinging to me like it's all you know

What do you desire? (Hold me down when I fall apart)
(Hold me down when I fall apart)
What do you desire? (Hold me down when I fall apart)
(Hold me down when I fall apart)

Lately I've been left out for dead
Caught between hits of your cigarette
If I'm honest, pretty sure I'm still
Alone, at loss for words, but still
I've won and I've lost but I fell and I've fucked it up
I've won and I've lost but I fell and I've fucked it up

But damn, you look good in your photographs
Breaking my heart every time you laugh
All of these shots poured down the drain
I tried, but it tastes like Novocaine
Now that you're free, do you feel alright
Downing these shots with another guy
I know you've moved on, just know that I'm trying
Anything, and it takes to feel
Alright

For you
Yeah, I've heard it all and made mistakes
Chased my days with Novocaine
Oh, I wonder, are we a work of art
I know we'll suck at making plans
In the end you'll understand
(For you)