Selfish

Make up running down your cheek
Don't know why you let me do this to you
Too blind when you're in too deep
Anyone can see I don't deserve you
And I know I should let you leave
But I don't wanna see nobody with you
I should let you go
But I'm way too selfish

I can still remember when we first met
I swear you fucking hit me like a train wreck
And I don't know the words that can explain it
All I know is we ain't been the same since, no
Cus ever since I met you, I
Swear I'm running out of all my lies
And every single time I made you cry
Lying to you saying we'll be fine
We ain't fine

Cus first you tell me you love me
And then you tell me you hate me
And then you call me your problem
And then you call me your baby
And you were always trying to change me
Now you hate how you made me
Yeah, you hate how you made me
Yeah, you hate how you made me

All I need is a chance
And I will do anything for it
Cus there ain't no one above you
I fucking hope that you know it
And just because I love you
Doesn't mean I know how to show it
I don't know how to show it
Girl I wish I could show it

Make up running down your cheek
Don't know why you let me do this to you
Too blind when you're in too deep
Anyone can see I don't deserve you
And I know I should let you leave
But I don't wanna see nobody with you
I should let you go
But I'm way too selfish

Tell me what you're crying before
You say things ain't the same no more
You know that we've been here before
Been here before, no

I know you find it hard to let go
And you deserve much better but we both know
That both of us are way too scared to be alone
You know you should leave but you still won't
No, no

Cus even when you do nothing
Girl I still turn it to something
You say I'm too busy fucking around
Just drinking and clubbing
And if I'm really in love with you
I would stop with the fronting
I would stop with the fronting
I would stop with the fronting

All I need is a chance and I will do anything for it
Cus there ain't no one above you
I fucking hope that you know it
And just because I love you
Doesn't mean I know how to show it
I don't know how to show it
Girl I wish I could show it

Make up running down your cheek
Don't know why you let me do this to you
Too blind when you're in too deep
Anyone can see I don't deserve you
And I know I should let you leave
But I don't wanna see nobody with you
I should let you go
But I'm way too selfish