Better In My Head

(Album: Mind Games - 2021)

I love in physical touch
I need it too much, at this point, it's a habit
For me to go to his place
Then walk in with shame and wishing that hadn't
If I think that's what I really need then
Why do I feel bitter when I leave?
'Cause I'll go to his place
Then walk in with shame and wish it never happened

I'm desperate
For someone just to hold me for a second
'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret
Spending nights in someone else's bed
When they wouldn't even notice if I left
A mess when
I'm trading my emotions for attention
Giving up, but that's not what I get
Maybe I should touch myself instead
'Cause they're always fucking better in my head
Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-he-head
Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-head

I think that intimacy
Is all that I need, but it's so hard to find it
It's always they're not into me
They tell me to leave, I'm constantly reminded (Oh, that)
That goodbye only means a new confession
Twenty-five and I'm still learning stupid lessons
Intimacy is all that I need, but how do you define it? (How do you define it?)

I'm desperate (Hey)
For someone just to hold me for a second
'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret
Spending nights in someone else's bed
When they wouldn't even notice if I left
A mess when
I'm trading my emotions for attention (Trading my emotions)
Giving up, but that's not what I get
Maybe I should touch myself instead
'Cause they're always fucking better in my head (They're always fucking better in my head)
Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-he-head (They're always fucking better in my)
Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-head

I go through the motions
I push, then I pull him
I know I should just go to bed (Oh)
Can't help that I'm hopeless
I know where it's going
But maybe just let me pretend

I'm desperate
For someone just to hold me for a second (Hold me for a second)
'Cause I get kinda lonely then regret (Regret, regret)
Spending nights in someone else's bed
When they wouldn't even notice if I left (Oh woah)
A mess when
I'm trading my emotions for attention (I'm trading my emotions)
Giving up, but that's not what I get (Woah)
Maybe I should touch myself instead
'Cause they're always fucking better in my head
Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-he-head (They're always fucking better in my)
Better in my he-he-head, he-he-head, he-he-head (They're always fuckin')
Better in my