too high

(Album: in defense of my own happiness, Vol. 1 - 2020)

Please be patient with me
I am still learning
How to be honest
How to be brave

Somewhere underneath all my transgressions
There is a light I've been hiding away

When I get high
I get too high
When I get lost it's in my own mind
I will beg for forgiveness for one last time
I know I've done wrong
I wanna make it right

I wanna make it right

Life was different back then
Back when I knew you
I kept my secrets
I didn't feel safe

My head was up in the clouds
But my body was burning
I know the chaos I caused
Please give me grace

When I get high
I get too high
When I get lost it's in my own mind
I will beg for forgiveness for one last time
I know I've done wrong
I wanna make it right

I wanna make it right

I wanna make it right