Bleed

(Album: Arigato, Internet! - 2016)

I wake up
Today is the first day
That I won't call you mine
After all this time
I'm relearning how to be myself without you
Thought I can't breathe without you
But I'm doing fine

Until I hear your voice (ooh)
It haunts me every now and then
Your ghost (ooh)
It cuts me through every memory and I
Just wanna run away
But my feet are anchored underwater

Now you're coming back
Ooh can we make it?
This wreckage that we're at
We're trying to save it
Bruises on our hands (oh)
Talking on the phone
Oh, I'm drowning
It hurts to be alone
Oh, we're going back
I can't let you go but I need to
I'll bleed if I have to

I'm reciting out
This secret language that we share
Maybe you'll hear my voice from where you are
I'm realigning
All of the stars up in the sky
Disconnecting you and I
'Cause I'm alright

Until you touch my skin (ooh)
You're sounding all of my alarms
Imagining
What it's like to be wrapped back in your arms
I'd run away
But my feet are anchored underwater

Now you're coming back
Ooh can we make it?
This wreckage that we're at
We're trying to save it
Bruises on our hands (oh)
Talking on the phone
Oh, I'm drowning
It hurts to be alone
Oh, we're going back
I can't let you go but I need to
I'll bleed if I have to

I know you're bad for me (bad for me)
But I refuse to see (refuse to see)
'Cause you and I are magic
This illusion is our magic

Now you're coming back
Ooh can we make it?
This wreckage that we're at
We're trying to save it
Bruises on our hands (oh)
Talking on the phone
Oh, I'm drowning
It hurts to be alone
Oh, we're going back
I can't let you go but I need to
I'll bleed if I have to