Letdown

Watch me as I break down
In the safehouse that I built myself
I'm a letdown in the old town
Got nothing left to give
So I'm heading out back now of the old house
In a new town where I don't exist
'Cause I'm a letdown in my own house
I got no more life to live

I need a lesson
They got a problem with the way I have a message
I wanna learn to feel the pain, I made a mess here
And their world keeps moving on

I let 'em chase me
Until they fall under my feet and then replace me
Another normal fever dream, I let it make me
And their world keeps moving on, and I'm so

Over this overrated blood war
This understated cover
This automated lover singing
I'm not coming home now
Without my soul, alone now
Inside this hell I know now
What they've been saying
Please don't stop me, I'm not going home

I let 'em break me
I let 'em come into my home and let it shake me
I let 'em burn the fear of love and let it hate me
But that fear is moving on, and I'm so

Over this overrated blood war
This understated cover
This automated lover singing
I'm not coming home now
Without my soul, alone now
Inside this hell I know now
What they've been saying
Please don't stop me, I'm not going home

And breakdown on the way down, honey
And break up, I'm a lost boy, take it or leave
And I'm not what my mother wanted
And heels tied down and I'm not going
And hands up on the way down, honey
And break up, I'm a lost boy, take it or leave
And I'm not what my mother wanted
And heels tied down and I'm not going home now
Without my soul, alone now
Inside this hell I know now
What they've been saying
Please don't stop me, I'm not going home

And breakdown on the way down, honey
(Over this overrated blood war)
And break up, I'm a lost boy, take it or leave
(This understated cover)
And I'm not what my mother wanted
(This automated lover singing)
And heels tied down and I'm not going home now
Without my soul, alone now
(Breakdown on the way down, honey)
Inside this hell I know now
(Break up, I'm a lost boy, take it or leave)
What they've been saying
(I'm not what my mother wanted)
Please don't stop me, I'm not going
Over this overrated blood war
This understated cover
This automated lover singing
I'm not going home