Last Time I Checked

(Album: Dark Matter - 2019)

Jackie Boy
Take, take it easy, work the 9 to 5

[lil aaron:]
Last time I checked, I'm still a fucking wreck
Hard as I try, I can't get out of bed
Last time I checked, I'm still fucking depressed
Haven't stopped crying since the day you left

What the fuck I'm s'posed to do with all these love songs
I wrote for you, I wrote for you?
How did everything feel right when it's so wrong?
Tell me what's the use, tell me what?
And I'm sorry, I mean it, I don't wanna start shit
When you said you're leaving, it hit me the hardest, now
What the fuck I'm s'posed to do with all these love songs? (Ah, ah)

Last time I checked, I'm still a fucking wreck
Hard as I try, I can't get out of bed
Last time I checked, I'm still fucking depressed
Haven't stopped crying since the day you left
And they say it will heal with time
But I still wanna change your mind
Last time I checked, I'm still a fucking wreck
Hard as I try, I can't get out of bed, out of bed

[Goody Grace:]
I'm sitting stoned, my heart's still broke
I can't let you go, I'll never let you go
What am I supposed to do with all these memories
I made with you?
Guess I'll throw them out, watch them die
Like you did to me, I don't know why
Don't think I can be alone, no, I
Can't forget you but I can still try, yeah
Uh, people change, people come and go, yeah
Will I see you on another road? (Yeah)
I'm just hoping that you know that

[lil aaron:]
Last time I checked, I'm still a fucking wreck
Hard as I try, I can't get out of bed
Last time I checked, I'm still fucking depressed
Haven't stopped crying since the day you left
And they say, it will heal with time
But I still wanna change your mind
Last time I checked, I'm still a fucking wreck
Hard as I try, I can't get out of bed, out of bed

The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked
Who can know it?