Close Enough

Sunday's on your balcony were heaven sent
Watch our twenties pass us by, it's time well spent
Writing's on the wall, I think we're here to stay
But my face changes every day (Every day)
Hold each other back to make the boundaries work
Try to fix what I left lying in the dirt
All the things that make or break us I call quirks
The voice of reason goes unheard

So pour it on me until my senses start to blur
Can't feel my body, spend rainy days inside your haze
Love me until the flavor fades away
And you can haunt me
Can't keep you, can't keep you close enough

Comfort breed unease and then the threads, they fray
Feel it fade away with almost every day
Smoke on something sweet to keep the thoughts at bay
But I think that we're here to stay

So pour it on me until my senses start to blur
Can't feel my body, spend rainy days inside your haze
Love me until the flavor fades away
And you can haunt me
Can't keep you, can't keep you close enough

I don't want to guilt you into something you feel trapped in just
For the sake of comfort and complacency
Just to pretend that I can undo something that broke our trust
And permeated every aspect of what we were
And I think that you're right;
That we're holding each other back from growing
As people and how to love properly
It's taken me a few days to figure out how I feel about this
But I think this is the only way

Love me not for the things I say
But baby, call my bluff when I start to stray
Let this build, watch us saturate
Bring it up, break it down till we're six feet underground

So pour it on me until my senses start to blur
Can't feel my body, spend rainy days inside your haze
Love me until the flavor fades away
And you can haunt me
Can't keep you, can't keep you
So pour it on me, can't keep you, can't keep you close enough