#88

(Album: Blue Film - 2014)

Can't look away, oh

Give it up
If nothing matters
Give it up
If nothing matters
Give it up
It won't get better

Turn and run
This time I'm certain
Turn and run
If nothing's working
Turn and run
I know it's hurting

Can't run away
I won't turn back
I need to know
Will it ever change
Will it ever grow
The thing that I thought before once mattered has disappeared
Now it's crystal clear
Now it's crystal clear

Burn it up
If nothing matters
Burn it up
If nothing matters
Break it up
The glass will shatter

Tear it down
If nothing matters
Tear it down
If nothing matters
Wear it down
If nothing matters

Will it ever change?
Or will it always feel the same
It always feels the same
Does it ever change?
Or does it always feel the same
It always feels the same

I can't run away
I won't turn back I need to know
Will it ever change
Will it ever grow
The thing that I thought before once mattered has disappeared
Now it's crystal clear
Now it's crystal clear

[Instrumental Section]

And I know that the phantoms on the edge of my dreams
Are shapes I created but they still just disrupt my sleep
An idea growing quietly from something within
Spreads quicker than the cancer that destroyed your mother's skin

And it feels like a shadow at about five am
When the streets are still empty and the fragile can't pretend
Get me out of the city get me back to the trees
If this dream wasn't happening would it still feel as real?

Will it ever change?
Or will it always stay the same
It always stays the same
Does it ever change?
Or does it always feel the same
It always feels the same