Heartbreak Suites

(Album: Choices - 2021)

I stayed at the Holiday Inn
I watched a film
About a couple in love
Kinda makes me sad when I think
Like I want to drink
But enough is enough

I spend all my time in the heart break suites
I spend all my time avoiding me

Oh looks like I messed up again
Half of my friends
No longer my friends
Oh looks like I messed up again
I'm hard to defend
Pretend I'm making amends
When I fall apart
I break my own heart
You can bet I'll do it again

I guess going home would be harder
Another Ramada
Room service for one
I think I'm being safer alone
I'm not wrecking a home
I'm not hurting someone

I spend all my time in the heart break suites
I spend all my time avoiding me

Oh looks like I messed up again
Half of my friends
No longer my friends
Oh looks like I messed up again
I'm hard to defend
Pretend I'm making amends
When I fall apart
I break my own heart
You can bet I'll do it again

Weakness is my weakness
And I'm bad at saying sorry
And I smile when I am sorry
I'm not sorry when I'm sorry
Well I'm sorry that I'm stupid
And if your friends wanna fight me
They can find me in the hotel again

Oh looks like I messed up again
Half of my friends
No longer my friends
Oh looks like I messed up again
I'm hard to defend
Pretend I'm making amends
When I fall apart
I break my own heart

Oh looks like I messed up again
Half of my friends
No longer my friends
Oh looks like I messed up again
I'm hard to defend
Pretend I'm making amends
When I fall apart
I break my own heart
You can bet I'll do it again