Dear Doctor, Mine

It's stuck in my head lately
These memories I can't erase
They haunt me
It's burning like fire baby
An itch I can't scratch and I'm
Going batty
You got in my head and you
Won't let go the things you know
They tempt me
I wish you were dead maybe
I don't know anymore
This isn't like me

I'm feeling hazy
Maybe this isn't so bad
I'm going crazy
With feelings that I've never had

I can feel you all around me
Every time I close my eyes
Can't you see you see it's damn near killing me
I despise you
All the sleepless nights
Disconnected days
Interrupted thoughts and I know
You're the one to blame
I should hunt you down
I should make you pay
But instead I lay here whispering
Your name

Oh dear doctor, mine
Oh dear doctor, mine

Your presence is heavy and I
Can't escape your piercing gaze
You freeze me
You messed with my mind
Now the truths are all lies and I
Can't think clearly
I thought you let go but I
Feel your grasp tightening
Suffocating
And I'm going mad cause I
Will not be toyed with I'm
Not your play thing

I'm feeling hazy
Maybe this isn't so bad
I'm going crazy
With feelings that I've never had

I can feel you all around me
Every time I close my eyes
Can't you see you see it's damn near killing me
I despise you
All the sleepless nights
Disconnected days
Interrupted thoughts and I know you're the one to blame
I should hunt you down
I should make you pay
But instead I lay here whispering your name

Oh dear doctor, mine
Oh dear doctor, mine
He's no friend of mine
But oh dear, dear doctor mine...

I can feel you drawing closer
Closing in here to take me away
Something in my heart is telling me
It's okay
All these mixed up thoughts
In this mixed up heart
Every broken part inside of me
That wants to hide
I should hate your name
I should hate your guts
But I know that part inside of me
Has died

I can feel you all around me
Every time I close my eyes
Can't you see you see it's damn near killing me
I despise you
All the sleepless nights
Disconnected days
Interrupted thoughts and I know you're the one to blame
I should hunt you down
I should make you pay
But instead I lay here whispering your name

Oh, dear doctor mine...