Oh My

And it's funny 'cause, I might be bended, but I'm never broken
You know they say, "Beautiful souls, emerge from ugly experiences"
And that just mean, through all the trials and tribulations
All that pain, you just gotta, just, take grasp of it
And just, come out stronger in the end
It's Melvoni

I look in the mirror with my eyes closed
I don't like the shit I see, when they open up
They keep telling me I needa' open up
But I'm throwing up my A, bitch, you know what's up
I got it on my own, ain't nobody gave me nothing
Before the rap, I was getting all my money from the thugging
I came a long way, from expecting hand-outs
I told myself, "Put your fucking hands down"

In my, oh my, oh my, my world is in shambles
In my, oh my, oh my, my life is a gamble
They wouldn't understand half the shit that we been through
Came up from the trenches, growing up it wasn't simple
We ain't get to do all the shit regular kids do
Somehow, we still got the blame, for all the shit that we didn't do
Look at where I came from, look who I became 'cause
We was sinking, and I swear nobody would come save us
As a younging I was thugging, and getting this fucking paper
'Cause the system tried to slave us
And for a long, long, long, long time, I been on my own
For a long, long, long, long time, with nowhere to go
In my, oh my, oh my, my world is in shambles
In my, oh my, oh my, my life is a gamble

But that's okay, it ain't nothing we ain't used to
Wish I could play with other niggas like we used to
And I hopped off the porch since I was 14
And since then, me and my niggas slanging iron in these streets
I step on my pockets, I got 5 in these jeans
And I swear if I make 10, then I gave 5 to my team
The other 5 to my bitch, but she be lying to me
I gotta watch myself, 'cause I cannot die in these streets

For a long, long, long, long time, I been on my own
For a long, long, long, long time, with nowhere to go
In my, oh my, oh my, my world is in shambles
In my, oh my, oh my, my life is a gamble
They wouldn't understand half the shit that we been through
Came up from the trenches, growing up it wasn't simple
We ain't get to do all the shit regular kids do
Somehow, we still got the blame for all the shit that we didn't do
Look at where I came from, look who I became 'cause
We was sinking and I swear nobody would come save us
As a younging I was thugging, and getting this fucking paper
'Cause the system tried to slave us