Open Up

(Album: Leave Me Before I Love You - 2019)

What can I say when I'm too afraid to speak up
So many thoughts run through my head like, "Do I need love?"
I wanna try again but lately I can't feel much
So to be honest witchu I've been feeling real rough

What can I say when I'm dying just to crawl back
Into the arms of a lover who ain't all that
Guess I'm just looking for attention and I call back
But luckily I saw that

I'm turning into a what I hate
Girl I can't explain
All the ways I'm feeling
And it's driving me insane
So anytime love knocks on my door
I don't open up

I'm turning into a what I hate
Girl I can't explain
All the ways I'm feeling
And it's driving me insane
So anytime love knocks on my door
I don't open up anymore

What should I say when I'm too afraid to freeze-up
So many thoughts run through my head and they won't ease up
I wanna try again but baby I can't feel much
So to be honest witchu I've been feeling real rough

Gimme a break
You better behave
2AM and we locking eyes
'Cause I'm back at your place
Got nothing to say
I gave it away
It's 4AM, we locking eyes
'Cause I'm back
Yeah, yeah

I'm turning into a what I hate
Girl I can't explain
All the ways I'm feeling
And it's driving me insane
So anytime love knocks on my door
I don't open up

I'm turning into a what I hate
Girl I can't explain
All the ways I'm feeling
And it's driving me insane
So anytime love knocks on my door
I don't open up anymore

I don't know how this works out for us
Baby just say 'cause I'll change

Gimme a break
You better behave
2 AM and we locking eyes
'Cause I'm back at your place
Got nothing to say
I gave it away
It's 4 AM, we locking eyes
'Cause I'm back
Yeah, yeah

I'm turning into a what I hate
Girl I can't explain
All the ways I'm feeling
And it's driving me insane
So anytime love knocks on my door
I don't open up

I'm turning into a what I hate
Girl I can't explain
All the ways I'm feeling
And it's driving me insane
So anytime love knocks on my door
I don't open up anymore