Twisted

I been sick to my stomach
So I'm drinking to numb it
But I don't think this'll cut it
Why do I feel so disgusting?

'Cause I don't know why I still feel like this, I feel like shit
I close my eyes and jump right off the bridge just when it hit
I know that I should stop and call it quits, I'm fucking sick
And twisted

They say I'm fucked in the head
Mossberg pump and a trunk full of lead
Crazy white boy rolling blunts in the shed
With a knife by the pillow when I'm tucked into bed
They looking at me crazy, is it something I said?
You don't wanna know me when I run outta meds
Where I'm from we only run from the feds
'Cause ever since a yunguns it's been us versus them

So I been tryna pick up all the pieces (pieces)
But all I do is drink till I can't see shit (see shit)
So I'll keep pouring liquor with my demons (demons)
And if you keep talking shit you'll need your teeth fixed

I been sick to my stomach
So I'm drinking to numb it
But I don't think this'll cut it
Why do I feel so disgusting?

And I don't know why I still feel like this, I feel like shit
I close my eyes and jump right off the bridge just when it hit
I know that I should stop and call it quits, I'm fucking sick
And twisted

Lord forgive me 'cause you know me, so you know that I'm a sinner
My nose is still runny 'cause I been on a bender
And it's been snowy like the winter, white lines like the highway
Vibrating, eyes wide, higher than the skyscraper
You know me, I'm just numbing my pain
Any day I fuck around and jump in front of a train
I'm twisted and sick, shit, I need rehabilitation
I don't know if I can make it, I really feel complacent
These uppers and downers just have a downside
Lord knows I fuck around and have a downslide
I can't even describe the pain, I'm trying to cover up
I might fuck around and cut the cord before I bungee jump

I been sick to my stomach
So I'm drinking to numb it
But I don't think this'll cut it
Why do I feel so disgusting?

And I don't know why I still feel like this, I feel like shit
I close my eyes and jump right off the bridge just when it hit
I know that I should probably call it quits, I'm fucking sick
And twisted