Hurt Real Bad

(album: Edgewood - 2018)

Hear me out, you don't feel me

Light this spliff to keep me sane, I watch my homies change
Pouring up this drank, but I'm still feeling pain
How could you turn yo back on, real ones
Street don't love nobody, no loyalty in 'em
Devoted my life to ya, oh okay
Devoted my life to ya, throw that way
Won't be condoning none of that sucka shit
Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't hear me
Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't feel me
Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you feel me
Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't hear me
Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad yeah

Selfish mufucka, selfish mufucka
But you balling like its '99 in the summertime at the Rucker
You ain't ask me one time bout mom, nieces or brother
That greed'll have a nigga not appreciating nothing
Feeling like ya owe 'em something yes Lord [?] enough
Where was you when I caught that case, hard times I call a nigga bluff
I prayed to the big God told 'em fam I'ma stay focused
Remove anybody mean me no good and I ain't notice
Never thought that it would be my goddamn homie
Never thought that you would be that goddamn phony
Hurt real real bad real real bad I'm tweaking
Hurt real real bad like right now as we speaking

Light the spliff to keep me sane I watch my homies change
Pouring up this drank but I'm still feeling pain
How could you turn yo back on, real ones
Street don't love nobody, no loyalty in 'em
Devoted my life to ya, oh okay
Devoted my life to ya, throw that way
Won't be condoning none of that sucka shit
Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't hear me
Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't feel me
Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you feel me
Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't hear me
Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad yeah

Know a hundred niggas done shot something seen a hundred niggas tote it
Fold it, when a nigga they say they loved, once was the homie
So that don't make you real to me
Where ya at when kids in need
Where ya at when family calling
You comin or is you stallin, I'm right there for anyday
Always done been like that, try you they try me
Never had shit but yo back, bitches be so ungrateful
Turn to straight mutts for rats, niggas be steady hating
No more hustling rather count up ya sack
Where they at? I'm tryna dodge the bull
How does it hurt, I was [?]
Life on the life, life on the line for the crew
Put my life on the line, life on the line for you

Light the spliff to keep me sane I watch my homies change
Pouring up this drank but I'm still feeling pain
How could you turn yo back on, real ones
Street don't love nobody, no loyalty in 'em
Devoted my life to ya, oh okay
Devoted my life to ya, throw that way
Won't be condoning none of that sucka shit
Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't hear me
Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't feel me
Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you feel me
Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't hear me
Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad yeah