Liar

(album: Red Lights - 2018)

Doctor, I haven't slept for days
The medication did not work
Because pills can't cure a numbing pain
Doctor, to hell with your cliches
The voices tell me you're to blame
Stop telling me I'll be okay

If you say that I am crazy I will say that you're to blame
You got me hooked on beginners luck (a demon I can't tame)
If you say that I am crazy I will say that you're to blame
Now I'm stuck in this fucking rut
With secrets I will take to my grave

My tongue is turning as you're painting all the walls
God's abandoned every call
A natural disaster, he says that I'm worse than them all
Time is ticking in my head, I could of been the best they said
But I never wanted less
So call me disaster and stop me from taking it all

If you say that I am crazy I will say that you're to blame
You got me hooked on beginners luck
A demon I can't tame
If you say that I am crazy I will say that you're to blame
Now I'm stuck in this fucking rut
With secrets I will take to my grave

The story goes that the devil sold my soul
He said straight to hell we wish you so well (you're on your own)
Well now I know that it's dangerous to hope
Because all you believe in is having doubts

If you say that I am crazy I will say that you're to blame
You got me hooked on beginners luck (a demon I can't tame)
If you say that I am crazy I will say that you're to blame
Now I'm stuck in this fucking rut
With secrets I will take to my grave