Merriest Christmas

It's December again, like a blizzard
I'm cold in the very worst way
There's not much left to say, now you're with her
I can't sleep without seeing her face

I got used to the loneliness
But then you came and now
I picture you in the snow
Watching it fall
Sat from my windowpane
Feels like reliving watching you go, but

I wish you a merry Christmas
Hope you're happier now
My gift to you last year was calling it off
And I hate that I lost you
This winter is weighing me down

Think I'll spend the day all by myself
Watching movies to drown out the noise
You're wrapping presents for somebody else
And I'm breaking my heart for a boy

I got used to the loneliness
But then you came and now
I shop with you in my mind
I know just what you want
But I know she does too
So I hope she gets something you like

I wish you a merry Christmas
Hope you're happier now
My gift to you last year was calling it off
And I hate that I lost you
This winter is weighing me down
But I wish you a merry Christmas
Hope she's treating you well
I don't have anyone anymore, there's no wreath on the door
I'm just someone you're living without

You're the life of the party
That I'm not invited to
Happy new year
Wasted this one just missing you
Don't mind the cold
When the colds all I know now you're gone

Still I wish you the merriest Christmas
Hope you're happier now
My gift to you last year was calling it off
And I hate that I lost you
This winter is bringing me down
But I wish you the merriest Christmas
Hope she's treating you well
I don't have anyone anymore, there's no wreath on the door
I'm just someone you're living without
So merry Christmas