Fill Up My Cup

(album: Low Expectations - 2021)

I'm going through phases, phases
If I wasn't popping would you hit my phone
I'm going through changes, changes
People acting different now that I'm on
I'm going through phases, phases
If I wasn't popping would you hit my phone
I'm going through changes, changes
If I fell off I know they'd leave me alone

Like when I'm filling my cup
No I don't drink when it hurts
I only drink when it's fun
Sometimes I just need a break
Another 80 hour work week trying to escape
It's monotonous this road that I'm on
Drop a song, doesn't blow, yeah then we gotta stay strong
No it's a marathon, but damn my legs are sore
And I just keep pumping out content that I can't ignore
The way we moving, new fans are showing me love
And all this hate in my dms, don't give a fuck
About me as a person only the clout that I come
So the bigger I get I'm getting colder and numb

I'm going through phases, phases
If I wasn't popping would you hit my phone
I'm going through changes, changes
People acting different now that I'm on
I'm going through phases, phases
If I wasn't popping would you hit my phone
I'm going through changes, changes
If I fell off I know they'd leave me alone

Sometimes I hate getting up
I'm doing fine but it's never enough
They're saying now they relate
They put me on a pedestal but it feels so fake
I never wrote songs for them, only wrote songs for me
Anything to get myself out of my suffering
The music is a place that I can go and vent
But the others that I write about is something that they can't
Am I wrong for mirroring their lives
Y'all heard one side of the story already made up your minds
Got a hit song, yeah but what comes next
Can't recreate it got me feeling so stressed

I'm going through phases, phases
If I wasn't popping would you hit my phone
I'm going through changes, changes
People acting different now that I'm on
I'm going through phases, phases
If I wasn't popping would you hit my phone
I'm going through changes, changes
If I fell off I know they'd leave me alone