Won't Let Me Stay

(album: High Expectations - 2023)

I need that toxic
Make me exhausted
I want something I can't have
Leaving me hollow
Hard pill to swallow
When I'm so comfortable with that
I want those late nights no sleep
A nightmare with no dreams
I can't bend I'm breaking
I'm better off in this mess

Never felt a single fucking thing
Numb to how you always pulled my strings

You won't hold me down or let me breathe
You won't cut me out when it's what I need
You know I'm a fool for the games you play
You open your doors, but won't let me stay

Just keep on talking
Biting and barking
It's the only thing that I feel
Life in the standstill
Dying on this hill
It's the only way that I heal

I need that cold-sweat-fever
That make-believer
That heartbeat-reaper shit
Rip it outta my chest

Never want a single fucking thing
Unless you pull forever on my strings

You won't hold me down or let me breathe
You won't cut me out when it's what I need
You know I'm a fool for the games you play
You open your doors, but won't let me stay

You won't hold me down or let me breathe
You won't cut me out when it's what I need
You know I'm a fool for the games you play
You open your doors, but won't let me stay