I Still Do

(album: 4201 - 2019)

How could I forget that day
It's burned into my memory
And it won't ever leave
And how could I forget the way
You looked at me like an enemy
I could barely breathe

I thought things would get better
But it's taking forever
Will we ever be the same
(Ever be the same)
Why does this feel so wrong
I said goodbye but I can't move on
And I'm the only one to blame
And that's why

I don't want to think about you
More than I have to
Don't wanna miss you
But I still do, I still do
Was I a fool to walk away
Did love slip right through my hands
I don't want to think about you
But baby I still do

Mmmmm
Baby I still do
Mmmmm

8 months and 6 days later
And no one's asked me how I'm doing
I was kinda hoping they would
And all your friends still talk to me
But they choose their words so carefully
Will I always be the enemy
(Always be the enemy)

I keep praying for a breakthrough
An explanation for why I hurt you
Is it wrong of me to wonder how you've been
(How you've been)
In my closet there's a letter
That I'll send when things get better
Oh I hope that things get better
But until then

I don't want to think about you
More than I have to (more than I have to)
Don't wanna miss you
But I still do, I still do
Was I a fool to walk away
Did love slip right through my hands
I don't want to think about you
But baby I still do

Mmmmm
Baby I still do
Mmmmm

Was I a fool to walk away
Did love slip right through my hands
I don't want to think about you
But baby I still do