Dying

(album: Area 51 - 2019)

I'm tried of dealing with this shit I wanna end it
I'm tired of falsifying my image I'm tired of pretending
But if I never go legit Imma catch a sentence
I can see Keisha in the courtroom with my kids she Crying
Even though its a smile on my face
Inside I'm dying
A lot of these niggas not what they portray
Need a dub for a show and promoters both pay
Took a hoe to the room and you know she got slayed
I just put 50K in a digital safe
I just need me some time I don't gotta escape
Gotta check so my shooters gone slide in a Wraith

This from the heart I don't write I just rap
She say it feel good when I hit from the back
I'm selling packs it ain't no looking back
My play acing scary I told em relax
She know I ain't breaking I'm staying in tact
I ain't turn off the lights so I fucked up a batch
A nigga want smoke then I gotta react
Got the Louie V shirt and the shoes and they match
I walk in the store and I swipe for a coffee
They hating shit I got a very low tolerance
Plus these niggas envy me I know its obvious
I cannot sleep at night I got insomnia
Come to my show I give blunts to the audience
I'm riding with Wes I know he gone kill for me
Shout out Empire cause they got them M's to me
Burning Peach Cobbler I just had it sent to me
They niggas living wrong, they ain't got dignity
Ran that shit up from creating identities
All of this pain built up that shit be killing me
I fuck with the Circle and that's for infinity
I fuck with the gang nigga not with the Industry
Play with the gang and you niggas are history
Back in the day all these niggas was shitting on me
Now I move so much weight I caught a injury
I'm tired of lying to myself I'm tired of pretending
I don't know who I can trust these niggas suspicious
Put my life on the line for my son and my daughter
I pulled up with racks and gave 10 to they Momma
Took her to the lot and I bought her a Charger
I need M's in my life so I gotta go harder

I'm tried of dealing with this shit I wanna end it
I'm tired of falsifying my image I'm tired of pretending
But if I never go legit Imma catch a sentence
I can see Keisha in the courtroom with my kids she Crying
Even though its a smile on my face
Inside I'm dying
A lot of these niggas not what they portray
Need a dub for a show and promoters both pay
Took a hoe to the room and you know she got slayed
I just put 50K in a digital safe
I just need me some time I don't gotta escape
Gotta check so my shooters gone slide in a Wraith

I just jumped in the Wraith and im flying to the trap
Most of these niggas they really be cap
You say you get money you wasn't in the trap
I might pick up a bag and I made me a cap
See this bitch that Fruit Loops and this here them Gushers
I give him some extra I know he a hustler
My plug sent the bags but I did not touch em
I call up my younging and he gonna rush em
Only ride with the Circle cause I cannot trust ya
I still got that XD you know Imma bust em
For any fuck nigga that think Imma sucker
Me and Money man we got that shit in the dumpster
I'm rocking Balenci's they gotta red bottom
My nigga they dreaded up just like some Rasta's
Let me jump out the coupe with the motherfucking choppa
Gotta Army mentality who want some problems
But I gotta bag I can handle some problems
Before I got to it I wasn't having problems
I get to the money that's my number one problem
My bitch she be tripping complaining keep on calling
Filling and filling my house up with boxes
Getting Paranoid gotta take this shit cautious
Had to duck all the money put it in a coffin
Told Man-Man and Savage we through taking losses
All this got damn designer you know that its costly
Ain't with the friendly shit all that pretending shit
Should I go get the FN and just end the shit
Sometimes Feel like the world tryna get to me
I heard some niggas they planning on sticking me
I hope them niggas heard I keep a stick with me
That nigga will be lucky the day he get next to me
I'm fly shooter but I ain't from [?]

I'm tried of dealing with this shit I wanna end it
I'm tired of falsifying my image I'm tired of pretending
But if I never go legit Imma catch a sentence
I can see Keisha in the courtroom with my kids she Crying
Even though its a smile on my face
Inside I'm dying
A lot of these niggas not what they portray
Need a dub for a show and promoters both pay
Took a hoe to the room and you know she got slayed
I just put 50K in a digital safe
I just need me some time I don't gotta escape
Gotta check so my shooters gone slide in a Wraith