Seeds

Sickness in my heart
Sickness in my head
Sickness telling me
"No sickness in death"
Stuck on the refrain
"I want to be well"
Sickness can't afford
What the hopeful sell
They come down

Ooh
How can I reconcile the seed
Once sown but never grown in me?

When the sullen seed
Fails to germinate
Must resist the need
To self-terminate
Bury my cold bones
In a forest bed
No soil in the grave
Pit of my stomach
Where nothing grows

Ooh
How can I reconcile the seed
Once sown but never grown in me?
How can I reconcile the seed
Twice sown but never grown in me?

Guess this is where the
Resolution goes
But how can I resolve
What I do not know
Let me not inject
Lies into my end
But leave a question
Tucked in my amen:
Will I always be broken?
Broken