Suffer Through

(album: Feel Something - 2017)

I built a home of solid stone
That I thought would never break
But this foundation has begun to shake
And I watch them fall, these crumbling walls
As my throne is laid to waste
And ruin takes it's place
A fire still burns inside
But it's struggling to stay alive

You want to move mountains? Go ahead
I think I'll suffocate instead
A change of scenery won't tame the endless earthquakes in my head
They're in my head
It's all in my head

So my knees are the foundation
My skins the crumbling walls
And the fire in between is my blood
And it's cold, and weak, and small
And I'm waiting for the day that the structure finally gives
And the home I've known forever decays and I lose my grip
And the fire that burnt inside is out of breath
The fire that burnt inside is cold as death

You wanna move mountains? Go ahead
I think I'll suffocate instead
A change of scenery won't tame the endless earthquakes in my head
They're all in my head
So I'll suffer through
A means to an end
It's all I can do
You wanna move mountains?
Well I do too

On the surface
No one will notice
On the surface
No one will notice

You wanna move mountains? Go ahead
I think I'll suffocate instead
A change of scenery won't tame the endless earthquakes in my head
They're all in my head
So I'll suffer through
A means to an end
It's all I can
You wanna move mountains?
Well I do too

(You wanna move mountains?)
So I'll suffer through
It's all I can do
You wanna move mountains?
Well I do too

This worrying will be the death of me
Obsessive tendencies won't let me sleep
But I can't run away like I do with everything
It's crippling, but my demon is me
My demon is me
My demon is me