12 Weeks

(album: No Good Left To Give - 2020)

It's like you always catch me
At just the wrong time
You're screaming up a storm
And I can barely think
There's never any peace
And it's been a long night
Like every other night for the last 12 weeks

But what's new?
I'm consumed
What's new?
Consumed

(Am I)
Sometimes I wonder if I died
(The bad guy?)
Would you live a better life?
(Devil)
I'd throw myself to all the wolves outside
(In disguise)
If it meant you'd be alright

My head gets hazy when you speak
And I'm getting anxious, now
My hands are shaking, I
Fucking hate this
And you're digging into me
I can barely take it
A trial on behalf of my uncertainty

But what's new?
I'm consumed
What's new?
Consumed

(Am I)
Sometimes I wonder if I died
(The bad guy?)
Would you live a better life?
(Devil)
I'd throw myself to all the wolves outside
(In disguise)
If it meant you'd be alright
(Am I)
And when I'm lying in the grave
(The bad guy?)
Will my debts be repaid?
(Devil)
Cause all I ever cause is pain
(In disguise)
Fall in love then fall away
Fall in love then fall away

Deliver my wicked guise
Forked tongue behind gentle eyes

(Am I)
Sometimes I wonder if I died
(The bad guy?)
Would you live a better life?
(Devil)
I'd throw myself to all the wolves outside
(In disguise)
If it meant you'd be alright
(Am I)
And when I'm lying in the grave
(The bad guy?)
Will my debts be repaid?
(Devil)
Cause all I ever cause is pain
(In disguise)
Fall in love then fall away
Fall in love then fall away