Changing

(album: Everything After - 2019)

Maybe it's a mind thing
Maybe I'm a lost cause
Either way I'm tired
Gotta gather up a life lost
I tell myself I'm okay
To keep myself from crying
But how am I to make a change
If I'm never trying?

If my world would never be the same
Maybe one of these days I'll change
Make a start forever in the pain
Maybe one of these days I'll change
If my world would never be the same
Maybe one of these days I'll change
Make a start forever in the pain
Maybe one of these days I'll change

Swimming in an ocean
Trying just to find out
I'm hating what I'm knowning
And knowing what I'm all about
If only I could change this
If only this could change me
Then I will be a new man
Back to when I believed

If my world would never be the same
Maybe one of these days I'll change
Make a start forever in the pain
Maybe one of these days I'll change
If my world would never be the same
Maybe one of these days I'll change
Make a start forever in the pain
Maybe one of these days I'll change

I walked away
But I'm crawling back
I'm coming full circle
It took some time
So many years
But I'm coming full circle
I wanna be free
But talk is cheap
So I'm coming full circle
The blame is me
And now I see
That I ran
I pushed away
But you, you stuck right by my side
I'm changing

If my world would never be the same
Maybe one of these days I'll change
Make a start forever in the pain
Maybe one of these days I'll change
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