Rock Bottom

(album: Life's Not Out To Get You - 2015)

Dancing on the grave you made to hide me,
Remove the pictures from the walls
'Cos they're reminding you of all the things you try so hard to hide.
And she digs the grave, so she knows just where she can find it.

And I don't have much to offer,
But had you loved me I'd have loved you back forever.

Here I am again, rock bottom.
Dug this hole to hell to rot in.
Shouldn't have ignored my friends,
It frayed the rope that they had dropped in.
Here I lay again, rock bottom.
What was life like?
I've forgotten how the sun felt on my skin,
Resurrect and start again.

She said, "You're distant from the world and self-destructive,"
But she still smiles and laughs along for self-indulgence.
She's got her finger on the pulse and she feels nothing,
She digs the grave so she can dance like no one's watching.
And I know you're chasing something,
Or has what you wanted got you scared and running?
And I know you're missing something,
Because I felt it there that night, and caught you blushing

Here I am again, rock bottom.
Dug this hole to hell to rot in.
Shouldn't have ignored my friends,
It frayed the rope that they had dropped in.
Here I lay again, rock bottom.
What was life like?
I've forgotten how the sun felt on my skin,
Resurrect and start again.

The ebb and flow of life's mystery,
So I guess I'll never know.
Yeah, I got caught up in history,
So I think it's time for me to let this go. [2x]

Here I am again, rock bottom.
Dug this hole to hell to rot in.
Shouldn't have ignored my friends,
It frayed the rope that they dropped in.
Here I lay again, rock bottom.
What was life like?
I've forgotten how the sun felt on my skin,
Resurrect and start again.

Break out, I need to break out, I need to break out,
Gotta get me out or I'm gonna break down,
I'm gonna break down,
I've hit rock bottom.
Resurrect and start again. [2x]