Nights

(album: I Can Feel You Forgetting Me - 2020)

I'll admit that I knew you weren't the one, no
But I cried myself to sleep
Now I'm spending all my money on ethical drugs lately
Sugar, caffeine, and weed

I been misusing my heart now
And I'm not so scared of heights
I'll forget soon what you look like
Holding on just don't feel right
I can get by the days just fine

But the nights
I sit alone and wonder why
They say that boys don't cry
'Cause all these tears and songs about you
Won't bring back the best days of our lives
I can get by the days just fine
But the nights

I'll admit that I probably seem insane, yeah
I'm a roller coaster ride
If I could, damn I would pay the man to scrape my brain
You would permanently leave my mind

Now I'm misusing my body
Now I'm lying all the time
I keep saying that I'm alright
But I miss you in my life
I can get by the days just fine

But the nights
I sit alone and wonder why
They say that boys don't cry
'Cause all these tears and songs about you
Won't bring back the best days of our lives
I can get by the days just fine
But the nights

I keep lying awake
I keep lying awake
I keep lying awake at night baby
I keep lying awake
I keep lying awake at night

I keep lying awake
I keep lying awake
I keep lying awake at night baby
I keep lying awake
I keep lying awake at night
I can get by the days just fine

But the nights
I sit alone and wonder why
They say that boys don't cry
'Cause all these tears and songs about you
Won't bring back the best days of our lives
I can get by the days just fine
But the nights