My Stress

(album: The Search - 2019)

Yeah

Some days, I just wanna leave the negativity in my head
I just want relief from my stress
I just want relief from my stress
Some days, I don't want to see or
Have a bunch of people to impress
I just want relief from my stress
Yeah, I just want relief from my stress

Late nights, staring out the window doing 85
Got my state of mind
Yeah, walking on that grey line
Hoping that my stress dies
It's like I hate it but I love it at the same time
Pressure pushing me from all sides
Insecurities of all kinds
Yeah, I'm a hostage to my own pride
Most important things in life to me are things I know I can't buy
Yeah, it's me in phases
I'm not in the mood, yeah, to meet another stranger
I'm not in the mood, yeah, to have a conversation
And talk about a bunch of things that I don't feel amazed with
Getting too close to me, whoa
Could be dangerous
I don't like the energy, I leave the situation
All this negativity, yeah, I can't get away from
All this negativity, I think I need a break from
I'm thankful but

Some days, I just wanna leave the negativity in my head
I just want relief from my stress
I just want relief from my stress
Some days, I don't want to see or
Have a bunch of people to impress
I just want relief from my stress
Yeah, I just want relief from my stress

Yo, this life got my head spinning
Wonder what I'd do if I knew these were my last minutes
Wonder if I had a week to live, would I stay trippin'?
Wasting every day that I had left tryna sell tickets
Or maybe call my dad, say I love him and laugh with him
Take a couple days and get away from this fast living
I don't love my work the way I did
Man, this whole business has got me feeling jaded
Friends that I had, now they act different
It's all switching, whoa
Yeah, it's pretty hard to watch things you used to love
Turn to things you wish you forgot
Real moments that make you question the things that you want
Got me growing mentally, but stressing me out 'til I drop over the top
Swear I live on a daily basis
I always find a way to find the bad in good situations
It's sad, huh?
Yeah, I live my life on the edge, don't want the meds
I'm just tryna get relief from my stress, you know

Some days, I just wanna leave the negativity in my head
I just want relief from my stress
I just want relief from my stress
Some days, I don't want to see or
Have a bunch of people to impress
I just want relief from my stress
Yeah, I just want relief from my stress

These stress levels are not healthy
I'm waiting for that call saying records are not selling
I wonder when this all disappears and they forget me
Will I feel like I found who I was or be more empty
I wonder was I wrong thinking this is where God led me
Or did I get involved in something that was too heavy?
I drive until I'm lost and just sit in my car yelling
My inner critic talks, I'm just hoping that God helps me
Just stop stressing
Yeah

Some days (Some days), I just wanna leave the negativity in my head (I just wanna leave it)
I just want relief from my stress (Yeah, I just wanna leave it)
I just want relief from my stress
Some days (Some days), I don't want to see or
Have a bunch of people to impress
I just want relief from my stress
Yeah, I just want relief from my stress

Yeah
Yeah, some days
Yeah, some days
I just wanna leave the
I just wanna leave the