Alone

(album: Just Say You Don't Care - 2021)

Ayy
Thinking as I count these fucking days (These fucking days), ayy
Tell me if I'm looking better (If I'm looking better)
Just the other night I was playing with this Beretta (This Beretta)
I've just been so fed up (So fed up)
Ayy, ayy
My momma said I'm acting kinda different (Kinda different)
It's probably all the shit that I've been missing (That I've been missin')
I don't tell nobody 'cause I don't do any bitching (Ayy)
'Cause that's when all these niggas catch you slipping, ayy
Hope I find the truth while I'm alive (While I'm alive)
Before I fucking die (Before I fucking die), before I say goodbye (Say goodbye)
Before they tell me all the shit I did was just a lie (Just a lie)
This really ain't my motherfucking life, ayy, ayy
Taking out this Notebook every day (Day)
Writing down my feelings 'cause it makes me feel okay (Okay)
Promise you I'd take you from that life you're living now (Ayy)
But then we hit the ground, the ground

Ayy
They say that they're killers (Killers)
They just pussy niggas
We running down your villas
Know they probably looking
'Cause they know that I'm cooking (Cookin')
That's probably what they took in (Took in)
Ayy, ayy (Ayy)
I wish I told you all that's in my head (Uh-uh)
Instead (Uh-uh), I lay you on this motherfucking bed (Yeah)
Correct (Sheesh)
I don't give a fuck what you expect (Expect)
So put your fucking pride (Ayy) to rest, ayy
I saw you popped that now you moving so slow
Pull up on me, tell me bitch where you wanna go?
It's 3AM and you riding me on the mofucking floor (The floor)
6AM, and you telling me that you wanted some more, okay
I'm getting older and I'm losing some friends (Ayy)
Thought they was my niggas but they don't make no sense
When you find out what you fucked up, don't be texting my phone, ayy
I like it better when you leave me alone, bitch