Lose

(album: MOONCHILD - 2020)

I will never know if you love me
Or my company, but I don't mind
'Cause I ain't tryna be the one
Been through this a thousand times
I don't need to take your heart
You keep yours I'll keep mine

All I really know is when I'm lonely
I hate that I'm lonely
And that's why I let you in
And maybe in another life we fight all day, kiss all night
But I don't wanna break your heart, you keep yours I'll keep mine

I know
We know better so
We'd both better go

I don't need a reason
To keep on dreaming
That we don't lose, yeah what's the use?
I don't need a reason
To keep on dreaming, oh
That we can win at anything at all

Am I the only one who sees right through this?
Yeah all this bullshit
Don't play me for no fool
Yeah you don't gotta lose your mind, every time I don't call
And I should never have to win your love
Then hate myself when I don't, oh, oh

Fickle as you are, that's exactly why I keep on running back
'Cause I'm brittle at the parts where I wish I was strong
And maybe when you need my help, I like myself when it's over
But later in the light, you go dark and rogue, and I need closure

And I know, whatever this is ain't love
So I'm going
I'm gonna let you go, let you go

I don't need a reason
To keep on dreaming
That we don't lose, yeah what's the use?
I don't need a reason
To keep on dreaming
That I can win this stupid thing called love