Manchester

(album: Life In Colour - 2016)

Standing at the edge of sanity
I've been here a couple of times
But I swore I was better, I was better

And it hurts, to keep inside
Feeling worse, cause I know I
Could be in control, if I let them know
Keep thinking that I'm finally waken
But I'm mistaken
Now I'm sitting all alone in the basement
Hands are shaking

Cause I hurt myself, myself again
Crying for help, for help again
Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure
I hurt myself, myself again, myself again

I know I'm my own worst enemy
I've got a double sided mind
But I swear I'll get better, I'll get better this time

I need to believe, these times don't make me weak
And I'm in control, my life's beautiful

My head and my heart's been aching
Feelings are fading
Now I'm sitting all alone in the basement
Hands are shaking

Cause I hurt myself, myself again
Crying for help, for help again
Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure
I hurt myself, myself again, myself again

Everything bad that's ever happened to me
It's playing to fast like a messed up movie
When it's like that, it's so hard to see the beauty
That's when I hurt myself, myself again

Cause I hurt myself, myself again
Crying for help, for help again
Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure
I hurt myself, myself again, myself again