Crazy

(album: Creekwood Run - 2019)

Ever feel like you ain't part of this Earth?
And everybody's smiling, but inside you hurting
It's beautiful outside, but you hide behind the curtains
Them pills they prescribed don't seem to be working

Maybe I'm crazy
Maybe I'm crazy
I said maybe I'm crazy
Maybe I'm just crazy, crazy, crazy

Now picture this and envision that
Your heart is beating and you trembling
There's people staring, they whispering
They lookin at you like you different
You trying to breathe through dizziness
Your chest feels like it's sinking in
It feels like death is creeping in
It seems like some kind of evilness
And just when I thought it would probably be nothing
It turned into something and started erupting
Of total destruction I'm hardly living
Now I'm popping pills with a strong addiction
This fucking shit is killing me
I'm mentally bout to lose it
She don't have the ability
No matter what I say, I know that she ain't feeling me
At the end of the day, I walk away pitifully

Ever feel like you ain't part of this Earth?
And everybody's smiling, but inside you hurting
It's beautiful outside, but you hide behind the curtains
Them pills they prescribed don't seem to be working

Maybe I'm crazy
Maybe I'm crazy
I said maybe I'm crazy
Maybe I'm just crazy, crazy, crazy

My feet is sweaty, I'm stepping on ice
I really wish I had a regular life
But instead I feel like I'm caught in a vice
And I need some pills just to sleep at night
I can't get it right so I up the doses
It won't be long 'til I'm overdosing
No emotion, I'm medicated
I used to be so dedicated
Used to be so motivated
But now I feel so devastated
I hate to say it, I need help
Steady praying to be well
I'm off track, I'm derailed
I close my eyes and see Hell

Damn
And that's all I really got to say about that man
Let it go
I made it through that shit
Let it go
It's been 8 years now
Let it go
Yeah come on

Ever feel like you ain't part of this Earth?
And everybody's smiling but inside you hurting
It's beautiful outside, but you hide behind the curtains
Them pills they prescribed don't seem to be working

Maybe I'm crazy
Maybe I'm crazy
I said maybe I'm crazy
Maybe I'm just crazy, crazy, crazy