Deep End

(album: Outlaw Nation, Vol. 1 - 2021)

Girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings
Hit the bottle tryna hide from all these demons
One more time I find my life in the deep end
Got my hands out, ain't nobody reaching
Girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings
Hit the bottle, try to hide from my demons
One more time I find my life up in the deep end
Got my hands out, ain't nobody reaching
I just wanna find a way to get up out my feelings
Put this bottle down and step away from my demons
Climb up out my grave and get away from the deep end
I made it out alive, I coulda died but I'm still breathing (Yeah, Ya Boi, Dirty)

These demons come when I'm doing good
And they always tell me I'm doing bad
My heart is just forever broke
I ain't just mad, I'm fucking sad
But you made me smile, at least a little while
Brought me up so high just to let me fall
Now these demons crawl in this drink I sip
As the cigarette smoke run across my lips
My soul was numb before you come
Now it's dead and gone, so RIP
Please help me, Lord, please help me, Lord
'Cause these demons are always chasing me
And they catching up so I'm running out
They see me moving so they coming now
But my chest out and my head is high
Better stop running, just jump and fly
At the edge now, jumping in the dark
In the deep end with a fucking shark
But you made this 'cause you made me
See so clear like HD
Now I'm sitting here in this room alone
And I'm praying to God that he saves me
'Cause I'm a new breed and an outlaw
And I'll die 'fore I let you play me

But girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings
Hit the bottle tryna hide from all these demons
One more time I find my life in the deep end
Got my hands out, ain't nobody reaching
Girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings
Hit the bottle, try to hide from my demons
One more time I find my life up in the deep end
Got my hands out, ain't nobody reaching
I just wanna find a way to get up out my feelings
Put this bottle down and step away from my demons
Climb up out my grave and get away from the deep end
I made it out alive, I coulda died but I'm still breathing

She came to me like a sorceress
With intentions that were torturous
I thought it would be more than this
But I'm lost inside these voices
These choices I'm left with
Got me caught up in a death wish
Now I'm starting to regret this and I'm looking for an exit
Tryna fight away this depression
And sometimes I even question why the hell do I even try for
I never learn my lesson
It's a blessing and a curse too
It ain't love if it hurts you
My heart's cold and it burns too
Misery ain't nothing new
I'm pulling through, not looking back
Pour the liquor out as I strike a match
And I let it burn as I walk away
And I set flames to my bitter past
I'm too strong, I'm built to last
The old me, who the fuck is that?
I'm too attached to the new me
Now excuse me as you fall and crash

Girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings
Hit the bottle tryna hide from all these demons
One more time I find my life in the deep end
Got my hands out, ain't nobody reaching
Girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings
Hit the bottle, try to hide from my demons
One more time I find my life up in the deep end
Got my hands out, ain't nobody reaching
I just wanna find a way to get up out my feelings
Put this bottle down and step away from my demons
Climb up out my grave and get away from the deep end
I made it out alive, I coulda died but I'm still breathing

You got me falling in the deep end (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Falling in the deep end (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
You got me caught up with these demons (Yeah, yeah, yeah, come on)
All up in the deep end (All up in the deep end)
Falling in the deep end (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Falling in the deep end (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
You got me caught up with these demons (Yeah, yeah, yeah, come on)
All up in the deep end